What to say...

I have honestly not felt like putting anything on my blog lately. It seems like everything that has happened has been crap and I don't feel like dumping that here. So I will just put a "lovely" little update on me and my boys:

Isaac seems to get heavier by the day. He is sitting up and trying to roll over more and more every day. I think that he weighs around 18#, but when you can only carry him with one arm, it sure feels like more! He is such a bright light in my sometimes dark world, smiling and laughing at the slightest silly face or whenever someone says "Hi!" (Which is about all that Jakob says to him - in the highest voice, dragging out the whole word to make a sentence out of it!)

Jakob and Christian are doing well. They are both having a really hard time dealing with everything that is happening, both very emotional. Christian is doing better in school, his teacher told me that she hadn't had to tell him to keep his hands to himself for a while - Progress!!! Jakob is signed up for Kindergarten in the fall and he cannot wait! He will have an assessment in August to see where he is academically, which ought to be very interesting! Both my boys are so smart, they amaze me daily with what they can remember and recite.

Me. hmmmm. What can I say that isn't horrible. I am living day by day with the grace of God, praying for strength to get through it all. God has a plan, I am just dumbfounded at where I am right now. Jeremiah 29:11. Praise the Lord.

Blessings to all!